Wasn't resting well as all the way out on weekends. Super restless at work. i think i sense something not right, feeling super outcast. haix. where is the crazy chatty rubbish me go? Suddenly i quiet down a lot, wondering why. I don't know is it because they hv already built the bonds so it is hard to get in.

i don't know am i that that is trying to shine on, to bring away the devils but why looking at me. i heard something by parts but i know i can't accuse or assume on whats happening, just be4 the weekend starts.. Spoilt my weekend. haix. Shall not think too much. i believe its not something worth thinking of. i hope i can be myself again.. i love the laughter and fun i can give to people. i will conquer! i believe. if there is any misunderstanding and dislike, it will be resolved right? As what ying tarot says, it will come to a end. Thanks for supporting people too. Not all so bad, just that i can't get into it.