Wasn't resting well as all the way out on weekends. Super restless at work. i think i sense something not right, feeling super outcast. haix. where is the crazy chatty rubbish me go? Suddenly i quiet down a lot, wondering why. I don't know is it because they hv already built the bonds so it is hard to get in.

i don't know am i that that is trying to shine on, to bring away the devils but why looking at me. i heard something by parts but i know i can't accuse or assume on whats happening, just be4 the weekend starts.. Spoilt my weekend. haix. Shall not think too much. i believe its not something worth thinking of. i hope i can be myself again.. i love the laughter and fun i can give to people. i will conquer! i believe. if there is any misunderstanding and dislike, it will be resolved right? As what ying tarot says, it will come to a end. Thanks for supporting people too. Not all so bad, just that i can't get into it.

[ Weekend, 23th and 24th Oct ]

Had worked for 1month already. Still going well without all the thoughts. & i really love and want weekend to be always here, so that i can meet up with my cliques and family, maybe relatives. =)

23th Oct : Mummy had a doctor appointment, so i follow her along. Sister finishing up her work so she need to be in office today, and we waited for her. Spent our time walking around some random places and end up at BK to slack. *cute is, i was reading newspaper and exchanging thoughts with mum to make her interested in reading it, cause she felt sleepy. Eat lunch with Sister, go temple & it was like 4pm+. Wanted to go town but mum wasn't so well, so they end up deciding on Airport which i never even bring my pass. Can see cannot buy. What a torture. Really quite pissed at myself. Should hv bring along. I think i saw someone w someone. hehe!

24th Oct: Belated Celebration for Ying with the other guys at TEOHENG ! Finally get a chance to SING. Haven't been brushing up a lot after the last gather at teoheng. Bought a cake and head there. Light off and she came in, but the candles wasn't light up yet. FAIL. lol! Hope she got surprised by us. SINGSINGSING from 12-5pm.. Some of the guys went home to prepare for army, some ate dinner first den go off. & end up with me&ying, the only two girls at Parkway. lol! Window Shopping, low cash. Just simply walking around and head home ! AHH ! I want buy that dress, but don't have the color i want. What the SHIT!

PS: Photos will upload soon on fb / here ! =)

不知不觉已经一个月了。

真的好快啊！事实上还好，要学的东西很多。

都在忙的她们，想要做东西的我。

我觉得在现实生活里，真的不可以太依赖别人。

Lesson learnt， 别人是不会记得每一样东西，又不是他们的。

不可以指望别人。

♥ ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING YING! ♥ ♥

YOU'RE NOW 21 !

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

It had been 8 years since we know each other, let make it to 55 years kays ! =X

wanted to give ying a movie treat but nothing wasnt worth watching. end up going mapuku to eat talk and laugh till the store close. oh yea. bought blusher in candy box. hehe! a surprise for her.

[ Not sick but bad dreams. ]

Bad dreams make me not able to focus at work. Mummy says i'm not sleeping early or resting well and complains that i always burn midnight oil. Not really, esp weekdays i will sleep at 11pm. My first nightmare was on a Wed or Thur nite, a shadow stalking me and i'm shouting to it to go away. & Today my dream was adventurous, maybe watch too much tv. I was going to a building every night with my friends(don't exist), i didn't know some are dead & these are their spirits. I think i am also dead but they change me alive which i don't know how. Sunlight rises and tries to protect them by hiding in the nearest friend house. Also need to deliver fruits over, i went Sam's house. Open the door, there's like 17 black dogs running out and few were stop for escaping. Chocolate was there also. Somehow i woke up & found out that my neighborhood dog was barking too. Thanks ar!

Went to google on the interpretation on Dogs.
http://dreammoods.com/cgibin/dreamdictionarysearch.pl?method=exact&header=dreamsymbol&search=dogs
Black Dog :To see a black colored dog in your dream, symbolizes the shadow aspect of a friend. The dark side of someone close to you is being revealed and you are able to see through to their true intentions.

Went to watch this movie, Detective Dee with my sister on Friday using free coupon, quite a worth Chinese History Movie to watch. At least now i know the one and only female emperor. Cast by the people below. Andy Lau! Bai BingBing!

[Orientation at work. Yes for work.]


Feel so secure not be the only one in my dep going for the orientation. Afterall i feel that it was worth going through this orientation especially when i get to understand what other dep are doing from the presentations given. We played team-building games to build bonds. A stronger bond was built with my colleague as well. What is tough for me is interacting with people as most of them are not freshmen. They are like people with years of experience in the line. Some quit & joined back. They are talking about topics that i don't understand. They are making me feel so small. But it's okie, every1 need to learn, just have to be positive. Had took some pictures but really lazy to upload them. Soon =)

# 呼叫大明星 #



Recently crazy for this drama.

Synopsis: Bo Ye is a reluctant big star who entered the entertainment industry to support his family. Now that he has earned enough money and his contract about to end, he happily starts planning for the next stage of his life. Around the same time, unfortunate financial downturn struck his agent, his sister and his best friend. Feeling obligated to help them he contemplates on renewing his contract. Totally depressed by this thought, he buys a lotto ticket hoping that he can win the big one and save him from this dilemma. As luck would have it, he wins the jackpot but loses the ticket before he can cash it. Now he is chasing after a taxi driver, De Xing, all over town in order to get it back.