[15th April 2008 – Tuesday]
[What dream belong to me? Daydreaming?]
I was quietly sitting in the bus alone. (as my sister got some meeting and couldn’t accompany me back home) I was thinking all along, what’s my dream. A lot people asked me this question, after you gradate from this course, (business process and system engineering) what are you going to do next, to study or to work? My answer is to work, because I need to save up money to study and maybe tired of study, so I need a break. The next question is: ‘what are you going to work as?’ I’m currently going to get into second year of poly life and don’t really knows what kind of job can I get with gradating with this course. Everyone just tell me, wait till 3rd year, when there is attachment and you will get a clearer view. But what if there isn’t attachment? Then I won’t know it forever? My mum has a different view. She told me to study because of money. Which is like the higher the demand the paid will be more. I always told her this, ‘I hope I have some interests with my future job so that it won’t be that bored or meaningless.’ But I agree to one point that she said is, society is very ‘xian shi’.
I looked at the sky, I love pretty cloud, and I love the nice sky. Is there any job that I can view the clouds and always let me look above? The best place is to work near the beach, but… impossible. That’s what I think. I really admire those who already know their dreams since they were small.