
Linda~♥
always a cheerful person
Can be emo at times for no reasons Mean&Evil =D but lovely
21year old now =)
title: [Something i muz clarify.. or..] [Something i muz clarify.. or..]
Someone ask me.. Why didnt i go out on the holidays(after the sem1 main exam..)? Ans: I tio chicken pox.. how to go out sia. u wan me to scare ppl away or what ar. somemore my CP very slow recover. U need some zhen jun? come take a look at my hand lo, and body(if u r a gal).. Didnt u notice that i wearing Tshirt often. but the scar now is slowly recovering le.. There's always reasons behind why i keep it from school mates.. i wanna knw who spread to me!! kns lo.. holiday become chicken pox day. den hor.. i cannot work, cannot go out.. use com also cannot. Very sad de lei. Then at the 4th week of my chicken pox, my brother tio chicken pox. Although i start to work liao.. but also need to take care of my brother on saturdays becos my mum not at home ma. I dun even have time to go out with any of my friends lo. Actually wanna celebrate hy bday de, den is like the last week of school holiday, a satuarday.. but hy cannot.. so never. N u didnt ask me anything u wan me to go out ar.. I mean.. for example.. u muz think.. if i invite u to a party, but i nv ask ur frien la. den u ask ur frien.. aaa.. u to go linda party anot. how ur frien will feel. bu shuang rite.. i where got keep going out with my sec mates.. maybe in school got like meet to eat nia.Everyone got their own friends de ma..i agree i very ma fan, like always cannot go out, but i always try to. Im like that de. Like Lion sae.. come school is study de. Somemore during sem1 i got alot of problems, always damm moody.. do u knw? no u dun. my didi saw me was like.. aa.. why u like tat.. got xin si ar. den meet to chat. U will sae.. i can sae out de ma. i dun wan to affect u all de feelling. is not excuses.. is facts. Sick of asking me out? Ans: okie. different family got different problem ma. U all anytime can go out, i need to get permission. alot things happen and is like i cant sae i wanna go jiu go kind. That time i very on sae i wanna go for the shrimps catching but not too late home, den u all one by one sae dun wan. End up? i also dun feel like going so i go out with my family. Is like not onli me fang ni men de fei ji lo.I think u put up more kites den us. i Karaoke de.. i nv sae i wanna go. so is not my fault. dun come n scold innocent ppl. I though is all for one n one for all. but yuan lai all is wo yi xiang qing yuan. A lunch, dun u wanna go with ur frien or jus one person? of cos with friends rite.. they dun wanna eat u bobian. keep tell them u wanna eat, but they still dun wan.. den is like anything lo, dun eat. but yuan lai im wrong. jus like wat u sae.. i should walk away n dun care. U r moodless, pei u.. in the end this thing happen. Okie. next time i wanna go somewher u nv heard me.. i will jus go missing n go the place i wan. this is all u wanted rite? I dun wanna go in the quarrel. but it is ur fault to put all the nasty words in to all the quarrel. I was watching anime using full screen, after my watch i saw this.. i dunno what happen den kena scolded. Getting scolded still tell u all psps i watching anime. hao shen hao qi u all like tat. den u all wan us to tell u all the facts. tell le use nasty words scold us. u all correct la? Joel keep sae pls la etc, u use more nasty words. i tell u.. i cant even stay overnight outside.. i cant even go out that late. i cant even go out alot of times.. i cant even hv my own freedom. i cant do dun mean i dun wan to be. dun like u very understand me, cos since u sae i dun so u also dun sae till like u knw wats going on in my mind. Tell u that day on PSPS.. u knw Joel wanted to wait for u all outside the toilet but u all not inside lo. At least tell us wher u all going.. or like we searching for u all sia. Always walk half way u all gone liao. Den like aaa.. where u all ar? When i rmb the start of the school u all celebrate bday for me.. i was damm happy. almost the whole class was there.. although wanna do the same for u all. but li bu chu. On that day.. i told myself.. we 5 will surely be good friend. Always enjoy the time when we all 5 talking 2gether etc. Why muz we end up like that.. A friends relationship without quarrel is weird, but with this kind of quarrel is more weird. Everyone got their good n bad attitude, as no one is prefect la. Den u should understand what we r not happy with u all, and we also muz knw what u all dun like abt us.. It is not pushing all the faults to us or wat lo. Pls understand that. U wanna win for this rite.. hao.. let u win. all is our fault. thanks! u think u dun hv fault we can to do nth. Labels: Sobbing sobbing sobbing sob |
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