[A sian day. Everything jus seen not right-27th june]
Haiz! morning my alarm was 7:30am then i close my alarm then 7:45am then wake up. After that i go sch at abt 8:30am, then dunno why my one leg fall into the drain. I got kan lu! i nv daydream or wat lei. but jus dunno why my one leg drop inside the drain lo. then i faster whole myself using my hands. Luckily no one see or very paisae. somemore im wearing skirt lei. waliao! damm suay. My leg step dao lemon. Very sad. Then i saw joel at the bus stop, take the bus 2gether. Traice was the most late de, but nvm la. cos dun really care abt the classes nowadays liao. Hmm.. Nowadays dunno why i very sian in classes lo. i have no mood to do anything. Esp comes to group or project work. Ytd tutorial i get back my Engfun marks. Get 95/100. but i no feeling de lo. i see my marks, my brain was onli like, oh i get this. okie. then my frien though i nv get gd marks. my frien sae maybe if i get highest maybe i will get happy or wat. but i dun agree. cos i knw i got wrong so i dun expect too much from the test. Having engfun lab for 2hrs then Emath1 then Apel. Teacher sae maybe i get quite gd for my results. but i still no feeling. I dun understand why. Maybe becos my didi didnt score well. but i knw it is sure not abt him de la. i feel that is the friends problem in polymates. Me with 2gals i feel that im okie with them. but is like odd no, then not gd lei. i still like even number de groups.

After classes we went to eat first before we go do project. i very hungry sia. Eat omel fried rice! Tracie she dun need to eat de sia. PRO! Then she n Chester do the project first. After that we go free access lab do. Then i tell them abt the Price i done. Then they sae u like do wrong the part lei. Then i sae why, now change lo. i dun mind changing. U knw what they sae.. nvm la, we already done liao. I was like wat the hell, ytd i do till 2am then slp lei, then now tell me u all already done. ytd they still ask me to do it. then i tell Chester i going to type out for them to easy to print then he nv sae anything. i all of a sudden feel like crying. I dunno why is it i too sentitives or wat lo. I like heard them saying what i do. like i didnt contribute anything. Then i even heard Evon keep saying then linda do wat. i keep asking so wat i need to do u all muz tell me lei. then i today still ask, so i need to do wat. but no one ans lo. then they ask me design logo. I wonder if they really design it liao or wat. then maybe theirs is more nicer n take theirs then i like really doing nth lo. Haiz!! i really gone damm damm moody. But luckily i talking to kai n gq then feel betta abit. I dun understand lo. if u wan me to do jus sae u wan me. if u find me useless jus find something i can do. like type out stuffs etc. dun like that treat me. i really feel very hurt!

After that i gone hm. Then buy bubble tea cos i really very damm sian. n weather vey hot. then come hm mapling etc. i jus feel tat the day is suay! YUCKS! i hate u~

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